Wretch 32 feat. Etta Bond - Forgiveness, 2011

[Verse 1:]
Feel like I`m slackin` with my children
Focusing on rap tryna back and shake the building
In a race with my own race, just to raise the roof
And I ain`t talking `bout the ceiling
Here`s something to believe in:
No sleep, cause you`re livin` what you`re dreamin`
And it`s the lesson in itself
I`ve my son to call me dad when I miss the parents evenings
[?] I`m still breathin`;
Every other [?] I feel my insides bleedin`.
Grandad, turnin` in his grave,
Cah I promised that I`ll be there for my gran when she`s grievin`
I used to be a man of my word;
Now, time seems to have got the best of my sentence
In that case I`ll have to adjourn,
Cause the fruit of an excuse is just as bad as the intention

[Hook:]
Excuse me, my friend
I think I might`ve hit my head
Excuse me, my friend
I don`t remember who I am
Cause I`m holdin` on tryna be somebody
But it won`t be long before I need somebody
Forgiveness, asking for forgiveness (hey, hey, hey, hey) [x4]

[Verse 2:]
Went to church to pray for a top ten
Then I win number 5, I ain`t been back again
But when my jury friend phones
Like they got new rings I`ll most likely attend
Walkin` out a new benz, start to call from outside
When is this gonna end?
My mum`s still livin` in the [?],
Kids on a wrist before I put her wings to length
I`m still livin` like a [?]
And no I don`t wanna bet [?]
Would they take me to the miss
I swear I only came for the music, but the more I touch notes,
It`s like the more I get stupid
It`s a gift and a curse, but before I play myself,
I`m a say this for the [?]

[Hook:]
Excuse me, my friend
I think I might`ve hit my head
Excuse me, my friend
I don`t remember who I am
Cause I`m holdin` on tryna be somebody
But it won`t be long before I need somebody
Forgiveness, asking for forgiveness (hey, hey, hey, hey) [x4]